08 November 2009

I am super duper mega happy now.

Remembered what i told you on frida " if really come out how "

I will post it very very BIG..


It really comes out today!


I know that i cant let facebook decide my destiny.
But this makes me feel better.

Like i have said. I have set up my mind.. no one will ever changed my thought

I will not regret for all the choices i have made..


The paths i am taking is on my hands, not other people can control.


I will not give up !


IMY!

okay..
That is for today..
Off.
Nightzzz! :)


It has been 1 month i have not update.
There are alot things happened for the past 1 month.

Went to RP with JianXing they all and attended my MeiEn concert yesterday.
One word "Amazing". Good Job!

Was heading back home....
Went out again cox I am not ok with something. So ya..
Meet up with Sean, Cheng Heng they all.
Drink drank drunk..
Heading back home

I am very sorry that yesterday talked half way my phone auto off.
NO BATT.




{ You are always on my mind
I am always online
I am thinking about you every day and night }

03 October 2009

没有你ZAI的第1天


Cant sleep at all yesterday night...
All i am thinking about is you
Looking at the photo
Standing outside the house smoke
Thinking about you...

Meet JianXing at Yishun today.
Cross the traffic light i saw you
I SUPER happyyyyyy...It is YOU.....
I thought I can go over there and called you DEAR, HUG you, Tell you how much I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!
But...Sighhh...I dont know why....We like strangers now walking different path...


I am very sadddd...eyes reddd again....

Raining at that time,we are walking to different direction.
I stopped turning back looked at if you have crossed the traffic safely.

How i wish you turned back too...

Looking at you cross the traffic till totally i cant see you ..I left..

You are going out today with your Friend...Hope you enjoy it!

I could no longer by your side

给你的爱是那样安静。。。。雨一直下。。。。
Hope you really very very happy everyday!



只希望你过的好


okay..off le
I am leaving house now
Night!



<3(p.s:>hope I can have another chance to LOVE you,take CARE of YOU )
Without you...
Life is really meaningless....
How i wish you are beside me now
Hold your hand, kiss you on the lips , tell you I LOVE YOU!!!


I said i am letting off...but my heart refuse...
Looking at your photo now... i miss you very very much....


Hope you can happy everyday...



*谢谢你给过我的所有








02 October 2009


Meet G at yishun after she finished doing her nails.
Her nails are SUPER NICE mannn!!!! hahahahaah

Eat at 925 with G and then went to the flea at Bukit Batok Hill View Green Condo there.
Walking around...looking at the booth...G choose the one she liked finally....

Heading back to khatib take the medicine and bought satay and back to G house..
Had dinner together then I backed home..

That's all for today! hahahahahah


* 感谢在我生命当中的所有

01 October 2009

Holidays are ending soon..
It only left 4 more days....
Must spend the rest of the days meaningful ok ???
hahahahahaxxxx

Going JB with G tmr...heeexx....very excited...
Hope tmr there will be alot chio chio things G can shop....
( P.S: Pray harder to Jesus ..Show Sincerity )

Alrights lahx..
Update more when i come back!!!!!

Byeeee

Goodnight!


*生命里的每分钟感动都是因为你

29 September 2009

Didnt go anywhere today cox i slept till 4 pm.
hahahahahahah...
really slept for quite long time.


Meet G and her mum..Had dinner tgt at 925....
Then heading back to G house...
Stay awhile then i go home....hahahahaha...


That's all for today....

P/S:


Hope G can have more rest.....
She really looks so tired.... :(

28 September 2009

I just come back home yesterday.
Went to Genting and KL with G on 24 Sep.
Although I have been going Genting for few times, but it was all with my friends..
First time playing the flying coaster with G.
First time sitting on the rollar coaster with G.
First time taking cab together with G from Genting to KL.

The first time go to KL.
KL has left me a very good impression.
First time go Time Square, KLCC,Pavilion,Jalan Alor,Green box in KL.
First time stay at Melia hotel.
G very excited when she saw the word " TOPSHOP"
hahahaahaa....

Walking around and shopping on the first day we reached KL.
I bought 6 tops from different shops ,cant remember what is the name of the shop.
Bought another 2 from Topman, and 1 more from Pull and Bear(G choose one).
Last, but not least, key chain from the road side. It looks damn cool to my perspective.

The food at KL, Jalan Alor there is super nice. Esp the Hokkien Mee, and alot more.

Although most of the time we have been walking around in KL.
Deep down seriously, I really enjoyed this trip to Malaysia very much.
It is the first time I am going oversea with the girl i LOVE deeply.

Hope next time, Malaysia got more chio chio things, then G can shop moreeeee....
( P.S: I will pray harder to Jesus )

Going JB with G for 1 day during this week!



Thank you G <3
Phom Ruk Cau! ._.

23 September 2009


Going to 12 o'clock soon.....which means a brandly new day is coming....
Hope time flies quickly!!!!!
It has been 3 days,72 hours,4320 minutes,259200 seconds I have not seen HER liao...
Sorry I am not good at words,
Words are really difficult to express out how I feel now.....
I really miss HER, My DEAR, alot alot!!!!


It has been a very long time, I have not come to here...hahahaha

Holiday starts on the 25th August
Working, Going Out , Chill...hahahaha
Now Holiday is ending soon .And school is reopen soon.

SIANNNNNXXXX....

I would like to say that this holiday I really enjoyed very very much..
Although did not go oversea so far yet, but it doesn't mean I am not spending it meaningfully!
And,for this,I want to thank my DEAR sincerely.
Thanks for all the time you have accompany me and this holiday till now I really enjoyed alot.


And, this holiday, there were also times you teach something new as well and all those adds colours to my life! :)

There are many girls in this world,
it is my fate to met HER.

If your guys were asking me what kind of girl I really want to be with.

Here is my answer ---->

SHE is the one I TRULY treasure now and I LOVE her deeply!

01 September 2009

Now is 11.53p.m.....
My father is sick today ....i am very sad...

I want to say a big THANK YOU to my grilfriend.....

I know she will always company with me....



Dear...thank you alot....no matter what happened i know you will always be there for me!

Sorry...i keep making you worried.


<3...




11.55p.m.


Sign Off:

Darkiko :)

12 August 2009


Drinking...Had been drinking for the past 4 days!
Went to KTV,Party World, Ginza with my gf....
Reallly enjoy every single moment..had alot of funnnnn!
Now...it 's the time I should say BYE to drinking....
My body is aching and it says " STOP " !
It's wednesday! I am in school now !

Can't understand why nowadays still got people behave like kids , not grown up !



Sorry Dear,

I make you worry !... Things won't happened like that time at Level 4 anymore !

04 August 2009




My gf is sick today !....


She is having fever......


Hope she get more rest & Recover soon !




IMY! :(

28 July 2009

No matter how many others I meet out there, my feelings for YOU are still similar!

No matter the numbers of other I meet out there, YOU will always be the one I end up with!


No matter the changes, it will always be YOU and YOU only!

27 July 2009

This is what of my HEART want to tell YOU




Many take life for granted and life each day normally.

If we spent every day like it’s the last day of our lives, we would be able to accomplish so much.

Many are guilty of this in love, always thinking that they love the one. But how much do they love the one?

Do you love the one like it’s the last moment of your life?

Or just love normally like there will always be tomorrow and taking the one for granted.

Have you ever thought that this is the final moment and that the next moment everything will be gone forever?


Many do not realize the importance of the one or to cherish until it is lost.

Many are guilty of this sin, but not Me.

For I will never sin because I am not part of many and because I have always loved you as I always remember that with EVERY second we grow closer to death.

You are the one I want to spend the PRECIOUS remaining time with FOREVER and to LOVE as though every SINGLE moment is my last!

In your only lifetime, with ME,YOU will never be taken for granted, together you are TRULY loved every moment!



YEAHHHH! my GF is wearing formal TODAY !
:D:D


It 's weekend again!
I really enjoyed every moment with you.
Went to mind's cafe and boat quay on friday(25th) with gf, her mum and her cousins.
Hahahahahax....
The smile appearing on her face makes me tremendously happy !

Went to ION at orchard with my gf yesterday(26th)!
We shop here and there.
Spend whole 1 hour at topshop....wuhahahax...
Meet her mum and go eat..
& continue shopping ...hahahax...



But the key is.... I ENJOY THE MOST <3


Looking forward for the NEXT ONE !
:D


P.S:

it is my GREAT HONOUR to HAVE YOU!
life will be truly MEANINGLESS without YOU!

THANK YOU!

=]

20 July 2009



Girl asks do you love me. I say you should keep asking me that question so I can keep telling you I love you.


You have only this ONE life, are you so sure that he is the ONE for you when he is not even being TRUE to what he TRULY wants to be in life?



He can’t even do what he TRULY wants in life, does he even TRULY love you?



NO ONE will be TRUE to YOU because they are not even TRUE to themselves.



He is with you because he can’t find the one he TRULY loves, you are NEVER who he TRULY wanted to be with forever.



To him you are just another girl together with him because he can’t find the one he TRULY loves.



Because he ISNT TRUE to himself, he WILL NEVER be TRUE to YOU.



But YOU are SPECIAL, YOU don’t deserve him. I’ve done what I always TRULY want in life.



I’ve always known YOU are the ONE I TRULY needed, YOU are the one I’ve always known I’ve TRULY wanted and I’ve always TRULY loved YOU my whole life.



I was created for a purpose, and that is to TRULY LOVE YOU with my life. I’ve TRULY did everything in my life, but I haven’t done what I was TRULY meant for.





This is what I am TRULY meant for, I am TRULY meant for YOU.









26 June 2009





























Date: 25/6/09
Venue: Geylang Serai Community Centre
Time : 7 p.m Start Match ( 3 Vs 3)
My tournament ended yesterday. I really enjoyed it very very much. We fight very hard to get through every elimination rounds.
Rules and Regulation says that the first team which hit up to 21 points straight away go to the quarter-final and it applys to semi-final as well.
We tried our best to play, but the first match we lose 7 points. It is quite disheartened for me and we talk to one another. I think the first match we played too tense. That's why we don't really know how our opponents are playing.
We changed our tatics and the 2nd match we almost hit up to 21 points. We fight even harder on the 3rd match. We went to quarter-final at last.
During the quarter-final round, we need to against one team from RP too. It is another challenging for us. That team really strong. We want to go to semi-final,even the championship.
Our opponents and us fight very hard for the score. Eventually, we draw with the score of 7 to 7.
A crucial time came, free throw for both team, 3 balls each.
Taking turns, our opponent score 1 point. My team mate , Pau Lin score 1 point. The result draw again . 8 to 8.
Second round shooting, our opponent didnt score.It is my turn to shoot. I felt the pressure on me. If i score, our team went to the semi-final straight . i only have 5 secs for free throw.
Breath in and breath out. I give the ball a KISS and shoot. I score and my team made it.
We shake hand with our opponents and we went to rest and prepared for the semi-final.
8 mins rest......I am really exhausted at that time.....
Times up...Me, Issac,Pau Lin went up. Check ball with our opponent, pass the ball. Match start.
During the match, Our opponents push us and kick us while we are defending for not letting them score. Pau Lin and Me shouted because our opponents too rough and the refree didnt blow the whistle to draw their fouls....The match was really fuckup... We almost fight...
Dis match is very important, if we win , we can go to the championship. Lose we are the thrid.. We fight very hard.. However, lose 2 points at the end. I was really sad..........
Refree blow the whistle and the match ended. ....
Dis is the match Pau Lin injuried his hand, sprained his ankle. I injuried my hand, my limbs..I kena kicked by my opponent's knee cap and fell down.....
lying on the ground....Cant move at all....exhausted too...How I wish she was there at that time.....=(
Packing up...change to the orange T-shirt and take photos ...went home tgt.......
Although WE managed to be the 3rd out of 13 teams
+ I injuried seriously from this tournament....
I really enjoyed it very very much.......
Only one thing i want to tell ur guys :
GOOD JOB! WE HAVE DONE OUR BEST !

24 June 2009



Date: 25/6/09

Time: Be there by 6p.m

Venue : Bukit Timah CCAB

Players: Pau Lin, Issac, Darren





Bball tournament countdown from Now.!..



Am i ready? My back is still aching how???




*P.S: I will fight with my best........GOGOGO! CHIONG ! injuried also NVM !

Yeahhxxx.. NO SKU TILL 1st JULY !!!!
NO SKU ....wooohooo....Cool....

21 June 2009


Issac, Nicolas, Ammon, Bao lin, Darren



25/6 /09 ... 6 p.m


We are ready......


I will give my best shot... Do it once.. No Regret !


Ur too.... Okayy?


JIA YOU !!! We can DO IT !!!

13 June 2009



I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我爱你,不是因为你是一个怎样的人,而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

没有人值得你流泪,值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭。



Tucked away in our subconsciousness is an idyllic vision.
We see ourselves on a long trip that spans the continent.
We are travelling by train.
Out the windows, we drink in the passing scene of cars on nearby highways, of children waving on a crossing, of cattle grazing on a distant hillside, of smoke pouring from a power plant, of row upon row of corn and wheat, of flatlands and valleys, of mountains and rolling hillsides, of city skylines and village halls.
But the uppermost in our minds is the final destination.
On a certain day at a certain hour, we will pull into the station.
Bands will be playing and flags waving.
Once we reach there, so many wonderful dreams will come true and the pieces of our lives will be fit together like a completed jigsaw puzzle.
How restlessly we pace the aisles, damning the minutes loitering, waiting, waiting, waiting for the station.
"When we reach the station, that will be it", we cry.
"When I'm 18", "When I buy a new 450SL Mercedes Benz", "When I put my last kid through collage", "When I have paid off the mortgage", "When I get a promotion", "When I reach the age of the retirement, I shall live happily ever after."
Sooner or later, we must realize that there is no station, no one place to arrive at once and for all. The true joy of life is the trip.
The station is only a dream. It constantly outdistances us.
"Relish the moment" is a good motto, especially when coupled withe the Psalm 118:24:"This is the day which the Lord hath made, we will rejoice and be glad in it."
It isn't the burdens of today that drive men mad. It is the regrets over yesterday and the fear of tommorrow.
Regret and fear are twin thieves who rob us of today.
So stop pacing the aisles and counting the miles.
Instead, climb more mountains, eat more icecreams, go barefoot more often, swim more rivers, watch more sunsets, laugh more and cry less.
Life must be lived as we go along. Then the station will come soon enough.
Keep in mind & Treasure what we have NOW !

12 June 2009

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